Hope and
despair: these are emotions that often come to the surface during this season
of the year, when days are short, nights are long, and everyone is supposed to
be happy and celebrating, whether we feel like it or not. During this season when
we are expected to be cheerful, I pushed myself so hard that I felt exhausted
and depleted, and hopeless. Nothing seemed to matter. I walked around in a
stupor for several hours on the last day of the year. I realized that I was
experiencing something that I rarely feel: depression.
Early
Christians called this “accidie,” a state of mental and spiritual torpor that
was often
personified as the “Noonday Demon.” Monks often spoke of being
tempted by this demon into despair—the one sin that cannot be forgiven because
it denies the possibility of healing.
Monk in despair, weeping |
That’s how I
felt for several hours: utterly hopeless and beyond healing. I didn’t feel like
doing anything, but I forced myself to do something that usually brings me joy:
writing checks to good causes I support. As I wrote checks to groups like the
American Friends Service Committee, Friends Committee on National Legislation,
Right Sharing of the World’s Resources, and nearly 30 more, I began to feel
more hopeful.
In fact, I felt
in a good enough mood to go to a New Year’s party with my Quaker friends! I was weary but
able to engage with people I’ve known and loved for many years, and being with good people helped. I was even able
to make fun of myself—a sure sign of spiritual health!
The next day I
watched the Rose Parade with my wife and our friend Mark, and was delighted to
see that the theme was Hope. And what a hopeful spectacle it was, with floats addressing
relevant themes like homelessness and caregiving in an uplifting way. I was
also impressed by the racial, religious and ethnic diversity, so many attractive and
gifted young people who spent countless hours preparing to march and play and
perform. By the end of the parade, after hearing Los Lobos and seeing interracial
dancers obviously enjoying each other as they danced their hearts out, how
could one not be hopeful?
Los Lobos rocks the Grand Finale! |
Yet it is awfully
tempting to succumb to the noonday demon of despair and accidie during these
Trumpish days when fear mongering and corruption have become the norm. I asked
my wife and Mark to think of hopeful things for the upcoming year and they both
drew blanks. So I took time to compile this list and hope you’ll add to it. We
need to “dare to hope” during these troubling times if we are going to have the
strength to bring about change—in our selves as well as in our world.
Here are seven reasons that I am hopeful about 2020:
Here are seven reasons that I am hopeful about 2020:
1)
Young
people are rising up,
especially when it comes to gun control and climate change. Greta Thunburg and
Emma Gonzalez are just the tip of the iceberg: countless other teens are taking
to the streets and clamoring for change. Surveys show that those under thirty
are not interested in organized religion or traditional politics but they are
eager to change the world. The spirit of this generation is captured in a show
that Jill and I enjoy watching and recommend: “God Friended Me.” Young people embrace
progressive values and want to make a difference. That’s something to be hopeful about.
2)
Women
are asserting their power and taking leadership in Congress. Since
the election of Trump, women have taken to the streets, organized politically,
and gained power as never before. As
of November 2019, there are 101 women in the U.S. House of Representatives (not counting four female territorial
delegates), making women 23.2% of the total of U.S. Representatives. My
hope is Trump’s nightmare: that women will claim their power and bring an end
to the toxic patriarchy that is destroying our country and this planet.
3)
Locally
and statewide, leaders are taking the homelessness/housing crisis more
seriously. Jill and I feel we have launched our new
housing justice nonprofit at an ideal time, when people are finally waking up
to the urgency of our affordable housing crisis. Candidates like Warren and
Sanders are proposing major federal programs to address the need for the homeless
and affordable housing. Governor Gavin Newsome has talked about launching a “Marshall
Plan” to address this crisis and has supported strong state legislation that
would increase the stock of affordable and homeless housing. Our city has approved
136 units of homeless housing this year, and increased the inclusionary set
aside from 15-20%. The crisis is huge, but we have reason to be hopeful.
4)
People
of faith are standing up for immigrants and for those experiencing
homelessness. Muslims,
Jews, and Christians of all denomination have been standing together to support
DACA and oppose the vicious anti-immigration policies of the Trump administration.
One of the most striking recent examples was the Claremont Methodist Church erecting
a nativity scene with Jesus, Mary and Joseph
in cages unable to connect with each other. Religious groups have
expressed similar concern for our homeless brothers and sisters. This is a good
reason to be hopeful.
5)
Polls
are showing the Trump’s popularity is waning in key states and among crucial
demographics, such as women. A
new nationwide survey found that just 37 percent of women said they approve of
the job Trump is doing as president, while 63 percent said they disapprove.
This is the lowest approval rating since his becoming President, and women are
key to a Democratic victory. See https://thehill.com/hilltv/rising/469922-trump-approval-among-women-hits-lowest-point-more-year-poll In an op ed piece in the LA
Times, Jon Weiner writes that not only is Trump becoming increasingly unpopular
nationwide, “in Pennsylvania,
Michigan and Wisconsin, since Trump took office, his net approval ratings,
which started out on the plus side, have fallen — disastrously. In Pennsylvania they
decreased by 17 points, in Wisconsin by 20 points, in Michigan by 22 points. In
the midterm voting, those three swing states all elected Democrats in 2018.
Wisconsin elected a Democratic governor to replace a Republican, and reelected
a Democratic senator; Pennsylvania reelected a Democratic governor and
Democrats there took three House seats away from Republican incumbents. In
Michigan, which the Democrats lost to Trump by 11,000 votes, the Democrats had a huge victory in
2018, sweeping the
elections for governor and senator and flipping two House seats. Voters also
banned gerrymandering and created automatic voter registration, which together
will bear fruit in 2020. All this explains why I’m quite certain we’ll be free
at last from Donald Trump on Jan. 20, 2021.” Americans are waking up the fact
that our President is a con man as well as unfit for office. Certainly that’s a
reason to be hopeful!
6)
The
Democrats are finally taking about important issues like climate change, health
care and income inequality.
I find it hopeful that Democrats at least agree on what’s important and are
making serious policy proposals. These are the issues that most Americans care
about (not cutting taxes for the rich, deregulating the fossil fuel industry, and making life miserable for immigrants and refugees.)
7)
Even
though Trumpism has polarized the nation, and has bamboozled the Republican
party, most American agree about key issues and lean towards progressive stances. “An increasing
majority of people, as Greenberg points out, believe “immigration benefits our
country,” up from 50% in 2016 to 65% today. An increasing majority — now more
than 60% — believe that the government should play a bigger role in addressing
our problems, especially in healthcare. Free college tuition and a wealth tax
have widespread support.” See https://www.latimes.com/opinion/story/2020-01-01/opinion-2020-will-be-the-worst-year-of-trumps-life
Just as the
last election cycle saw Americans eager for a break from Trumpism, I see the
next year as a chance to take back our nation from bigots and corporate crooks.
Si, se puede. It won’t be easy and it will take our wholehearted commitment,
but yes, we can if we have the audacity to hope and to take action!
Thank you, Anthony, for this beautifully written post. I have hope because I'm alive and kicking. Life is in all of us who are walking around. And life is unpredictable.
ReplyDeleteWho would have thought that someone named "Barack Hussein Obama" with black skin would have been elected by a prejudiced White country to the most powerful position in the world? Who would have thought that evil clown, Donald Trump, would be elected to the most powerful position in the world?
Life never fails to surprise us. So, I just use the life in me to do what I can each day and hope that I'll push things a little in the direction that I hope for.
God is benevolent and has created a benevolent universe that we, as humans, have a hard time understanding.